Barfing Baby.

The past few days have been kind of crazy. And by crazy I meant I spent three days constantly on the verge of vomiting, but never actual being able to.

But before I get to that, I feel like I should share my other baby growing experiences. 

1. I sneeze ALL the time! It is so weird and it is not like my normal sneezes. My normal sneezes honestly are kind of squeaky, very mouse-like and happen very rarely. These sneezes are BIG and happen multiple times a day and three or four in a row at times. I have no idea what causes them, but I feel like they are connected to me feeling nauseous. 

2. I am only 7 weeks, there is no baby bump yet, but seriously sometimes it is SO uncomfortable to have my pants buttoned. They still fit just fine, I just don't like the way it feels. John laughs at me, but really, when I feel that way I just can't button them. 

3. John says I'm always grumpy and whiny. I say he did this to me so *sticks tongue out*. But really I am probably always a grumpus and it is mostly due to being tired and nauseous, but also because it has been SO hot the past few days and our apartment is like an oven!

4. The heat. Okay, who really likes to be ridiculously hot and have no escape from it? NO ONE, that's who. Being hot and sweaty just sucks. So the past almost week it has been ridiculously hot. And our apartment is almost always hotter than it is outside. It is not cool. And I blame my extremely dramatic show of standing in front of the fan just staring off into space or laying on the bed with ice packs on me on being pregnant. Being pregnant probably doesn't help the heat factor, but really I just hate being hot. 

5. The nausea. It is the suckiest. Let's all be honest, no one wants to spend all day feeling like any moment they might puke. And really after a few days it gets to a point where you just wish you could because you know if you did everything would be better. I have felt that nauseous since Sunday. And everyday I just hope I can vomit. But it doesn't happen! And really I HATE/LOATHE puking, it's gross and I feel like it never makes things better, so me wanting to vomit is a big deal. The past few days I have woken up feeling this way and gone to sleep feeling this way. It is horrible and when you add the heat, yeah not cool. BUT this morning something changed! I woke up just as nauseous as ever, so I ate like 6 saltine crackers and I chugged a bunch of water, thinking maybe it was caused by being dehydrated or something. 

Well, I went to put my contacts in and all of a sudden I was like, "I'm gonna vomit!" But my contact was on my finger. So I put it on as fast as possible and turned towards the toilet and finally it happened! I vomited! (I know, that's really gross, but really feeling like you're gonna vomit for three days and then finally being able to... it's the best.)

Anyway, I'm still nauseous but it's not as bad. And I know eventually vomiting will get old and just be gross again. But today it was a relief.


UPDATE: Nausea sucks, and barfing is only a relief for about 2 minutes, then I just wish I could barf again, but my body likes to tease me for awhile before it actually sends me bending over the toilet. BOO.